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Brainstorm

from Absurd Nihilism by Jeremy Void

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i walk at dawn
as the rain trickles
around me
something’s wrong
i feel sick in my own skin
trapped by thoughts of
devilish schemes run away
i have no place finding myself
in madness
the sadness peeks its decrepit head
over the hills
like bloodshot demons’ eyes

falling lost in
a mental holocaust
my world torn apart
life is sometimes too hard
and i need escape from everything
and everyone
they hate me and
i don’t know what went wrong

my center broken
i’m outside myself
all hope gone
i’m running with wolves
they hate me when i turn
the corner
my fate is falling
off
can’t stop, the story
of my life
broken lost & hurting
blank jaded & deserted
it’s no use anymore

just leave me alone
i bite when i’m tested
the water’s not cold enough
in an ocean of disease
in a world of deceased badness
lacking mental stability
needing pills to keep me in line
treading the clouds which
feel soft and comfy and i lie down
and never want to
return
home
again

there’s got to be
a reason
a plan
gimme a hand as i emerge
from beneath the wasted
swimming pool
as i ascend the ladder
into your arms
hold me tight and don’t you ever
let me go
lost in a lucid dream
needing relief
seeking things too twisted
and retched it’s all the same
in the end
and i rack my ugly head
against the beautiful bricks
all at once
hell rises
devours
all things go sour
i’m stuck
in a foreverness
that only gets worse as
time goes on….

let me off this rollercoaster
PLEASE

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from Absurd Nihilism, released June 14, 2016

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Jeremy Void Rutland, Vermont

Jeremy Void is the author of 15 books. He lived fast, he fell hard, and he came to with a broken head, a worthless mind, and this devastating ability to paint with words down the page. Line after line, he continues to amaze, devestate, and deviate. With lyrical prose that plow through the airwaves like kamikaze fighter pilots; with poetry that treads a fine line between brilliant and insane.... ... more

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